Well Thus Far today has been bittersweet, The worship at the warehouse was awesome Rick Preached and it was awesome all about how it is okay to Doubt God and to share our struggles that it is through our doubt and search that God teaches us and that we grow. Sister has a heavy heart and the Lord is working in her life. So now i am snuggled down with a slow blazing fire and 2 blankets. The weather is bitter cold.Wayne has gone to lowes . Lucy is with friends. I am going to face the wretched scale tommorrow I have gained and have to get on program so that i can lose this weight i have been eating my doubts and fears instead of talking to God about it .