I will do better tommorrow

I will do better tommorrow in every possible way, i got off balance that i have not do well at all. i will remember to pray for Mister, Joy, vicki,and especially for wayne's mama and for christa. i will get things done and then i will let God take the day . I have to learn the word of god so that i can speak it out loud. I have a sound mind i can learn this and i can grow even in this season of worry.




You are so wonderful Lord that you love me enough to die for me and that you know my faults my sins and yet you went to the cross anyway. How great is your love toward me that you my god would do this I love you lord thank you for loving me.

What a weekend

What a weekend, Thought it would be quiet and peaceful but Nope Secret had tummy ache and wayne had to come to get him and take him to Bo so needless to say i fretted most of friday and saturday so worried i would miss something. This morning he ate 1/2 portion of his breakfast and ran out like i feel good. When sister got home she fed him supper and said he ate but acted like he did not feel good. so We will see Wayne unload my stuff and i did what i could on the house and checked my facebook page. I have to get some balance between What i have to get done each day it just takes so long to do it and I find it frustrating . Still i am detrimined that what ever i am supposed to learn during this time i will learn it.

Where to start?

I don't expect anyone to follow this and it is really Just an excerise for me to work on myself. I have to learn what is going on so that I don't repeat it. I have Cerebal Palsy and until reccently I have been able to work as a Nurse but now Physically I can't move as quickly or for as long as i used too. I am continuing to Fall more and more Luckly it has just been bruises no broken bones.So I am on Loa from my job I miss my residents and friends at work they have been wonderful . I Have never thought that i would not be nursing so what Now. Physically I have Pain daily somedays are worse than others today it is a headache and back pain. The numbness in leg and hands . Emotionally. sad Decreasing med to make a change in meds hoping this will help. Physically Have done small chores with frequent stops have to rest.. The Loa is covered until nov 5 I have personal time and some sick time left have applied for short term and long term disability will have to wait and see. Continue to see Dr renaud every 2 weeks and Dr patel as needed and again in 3 months she has been so kind i need to do something for her,




What Can I bring




What can I bring to you Lord you have given me so much.
How can I honor you When you do so much.
Even now you are never to busy to hear my plea
Ready willing to walk with me.

In my weakness i am made rich
Your mercies are new every morning
Your Love never fails
My words are feeble as my limbs you are worthy of greatest praise
There is not enough enough hours in the day to praise you..