Connect the Dots

I was thinking about the things in childhood that used to make me happy,like kaliadoscopes and paperdolls and Connect the dots. Simple things and perhaps i am making things harder than they have to be or am i scared of complex things I am not sure.

Yesterday we thought Secret was sick Thank God it was a false alarm This Cold weather is just not good for the horses they don't like to drink when it is this cold and we are so blessed we are not like our northern neighbors who have snow to deal with. Still have not heard from my claim as the weeks go by it is hard to hold on to my hope. Poor wayne who has tried so hard to be as understanding as he can. It was awful in the hospital I was never so glad to leave a place in my life. It was so weird afterworking for the hospital in different area's i still felt like i should pick up trash or wipe up a spill yet i am not part of that world anymore and hearing people moan and crying it was terrible i just wanted to tell the nurses Do Something Don't you hear them they are hurting!

Still I am comforting myself that God has all of this in his hands he knows how hard I worked How hard i tried and that either way we will be okay, If I Can just make a step across the bridge . Maybe i am crossing the bridge and I just don't realize it . I don't know .



Thank you Lord


Thank you Lord you are here with me In me around me Lord.
Thank you Lord you wipe my tears and hold them in you hands Lord.
Thank you Lord I can crawl up in your Lap and you hold me Lord.
Thank you Lord You set me on my feet again you brush me off and send me on my way.