Today has been a up and down day started with Lucy and I not on the same wave length my sweet daughter is frustrated about not having a job but when the opportunity comes for her to make some money she is too busy she doesn't want to do what is needed. She left late for shcool then calls needs me to check her out so she can go to lunch well i decide to call the school check on the seat hours and what is going on she had not even gone to class yet and they were in second block she was out in the parking lot decorating Jenna's car. I think maybe we are letting her have my car too much and i need to take her to school. Not real happy about driving her but do i do that or now that she understands that she could not graduate if she keeps this up is that enough. Can't talk to mama about it and not sure what i need to do will pray about it and when Wayne get home we can talk.
For the up side my case is being reviewed even as i type I pray that Lord who ever has my case may they see me as a person Hopefully that doctor is a compassionate man or woman who prayerfully considers things that is my hope.
Still I believe that God has this and it is in his hands and he will do what is best for me all i have to do is trust him I feel hopeful that it is possible while it would be tight with disability it would validate that at this time i am not able to nurse and that i can retire and focus on Loving my Husband and home and family and Whatever else God has for me.
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