Maybe tommorrow I will get an answer to the disability claim. I am so ready to just be able to think about something else . I am tried Physically emotionally and mentally tired. So ready to just well sorta like Aunt Eller on oklahoma you take the good and the bad and you say Well alright then. I guess that is where i am .
I wish that i was able to run like a horse taking great deep droughts of air and go on but i am not. I can watch a horse run and feel deep pleasure in that .
I wish i could fly like the birds swooping and fluttering their wings chirping and singing, I am bound to the earth until the Lord calls me home. Still I can delight in watching the birds knowing that God cares about each of them He cares for me too.
So while i am freer physcially than some but not all i am sensitive to the fact that the father know what is best.
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